Howdy!!! To R.E.S.P.E.C.T. someone is not something that can be taught; neither can it be imposed on someone by some laws. What is happening nowadays in country is known to all of you. So, let’s not go into the background. What my point is, it can only be stopped once people will learn to R.E.S.P.E.C.T.. [...]
Archive for May, 2011
Yes, 3 hours to go and then the first exam of our last semester will begin. In fact for some branches (IT and EEE) it has already started. But for rest, its in the second sitting.
Finally I started my study with the text book given by our college. According to one of my friend Vikas, he says, “if a student will write after studying the text book, and according to text book, then chances of clearing the exam by any of the grades (it doesn’t matter actually) becomes more as the examiner will see familiar words and give more marks as compared to other students’ answer”. I guess this is the reason why I havent got any F grades till now, because I read only text books, no alok, no B K. Coming back to Marketing Management, the subject that I was thinking that will be boring, is actually not so boring, rather its very interesting. I started reading the text book and enjoyed it, because to elaborate every concept it has used a real life example of brands like Onida, Rasna, Nirma etc. So to remember a concept is not tough if one reads this book. But as it is not easy to complete a book in one and half days, I could not either. Finally I took overview of some chapter. And now I am not in the mood of reading some more. So I started internet, created a page for our group F5, sent requests to people for liking it and in short passed my time doing nothing related to exam.
While reading my posts these days, consider this. These days we are a little excited about F5, so my posts are also influenced. If you don’t like please, do tell me so that it will not influence my readership (:-). Talking about F5, I’ll take you back to last night dinner. F5 were eating on a table. The thing that we do with the table on which we eat is not explainable, just keep in mind the table on which we eat and after the things we do with it, you will never want to eat on that table, not even in your worst dream. Shashank has a habit of eating green chilli with the food. So he asked the boy who works in the mess to bring it. He brought 2-3. (I googled about the taste of chilli and could not find a better match than teekha). It was so teekha, that he could not it. Then Manish tried, he could not eat it too. Then Shashank offered Kunal that if he will it this (one full) then he’ll give him a bottle of Mazaa. As I heard this, I offered myself quickly for this bet. Kunal couldn’t do it. He just ate the tip point of it. I took the challenge and as I took the first bite, I understood that it was going to be very tough. While we were doing this, Sushant was just passing such comments that each of us were unable to control our laughter. Kunal had to spit all the dal he was sipping. It was so enjoyable. And here I was sitting with eyes full of tears, down to the cheeks even lower, bottle of water in hand and the damn teekha green chilli in other. But finally I did it. But I saved the Mazaa for today. Befor coming for the dinner I had decided that I’ll eat less because after eating too much its very difficult keep myself away from bed. But while doing this act I drank too much water and now my stomach was full of water. One, my mouth was like burnig and second my stomach was full of water. May be you cannot imagine the situation but I was in the state helplessness. The sensation in mouth was stunning. Forunately I had guava chocolate in my bag, I ate one felt relaxed a little. So this was the story of last night. May be you cannot understand but to be the part of it was awesome.
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Finally the days have come near. After two days we are going to have our first paper of our last externals. I am sitting in the library right now, trying to study the boring Marketing Management (I am assuming that it’s boring, actually I don’t know because I haven’t touched this subject yet). My day started at 7.30 (too early na…), I woke up and saw the beautiful weather from window. I came out of my room and felt like its evening time. So I cleared my doubt by asking my friend who was standing in front of his room, is it morning or evening? He replied it’s still morning. So I came back to my bed and slept for another 2 hours. I woke up again at 9.30 and we F5 made our way to Tamya’s and then came back to our battlefield (common room). While reading this, keep in mind that we are having our exam day after tomorrow and look how easily we were wasting our time, precious time . After that we again went to Tamya’s and came to our room. Few days back I had decided that I’ll start my studies from 26 so I needed to start today. But I just could not. I had soaked my clothes 2 days ago and had not washed them. So I needed to wash them too. You must be remembering a very famous text message, “When you need to prepare for your exam, everything except books looks damn interesting, even staring at the wall”. So I was just another player of this game. I washed my clothes and then we went for lunch. Let me tell you one more thing at this point, on other days we rarely feel the appetite for food. After lunch it looked like I cannot even stand, I was feeling too sleepy and I didn’t want to sleep. Because I was supposed to start studying today. Finally I decided to go to library but in library again I could not start, but this time I was able to touch the book and I read 5-10 lines too . Before coming to library as usual I, Kunal and Shashank had this talk, which is also the reason of the title of this post.
The thoughts and imagination shared in the following paragraph(s) is completely genuine and completely absurd. It does not belong to any person. More than that, it can never belong to any one. If any resemblance to this idea is found somewhere then it’s just a…… naah it won’t happen. Not possible. It’s just a product of the weird discussion in this weird world. Do not take it (not even 0.00…1%) seriously. It’s just for fun.
We redefined the concept of We two ours two. The idea is like this. Let us assume there are four persons, two boys (b1 and b2) and two girls (g1 and g2). Now the read the following points:
- b1 marries g1.
- b1 marries g2.
- b2 marries g1.
- b2 marries g2.
So that’s it.
Hello everyone, how are you doing? I think and assume you are feeling good and even great (for some people). Why? Because many of you (my college mates) have given their final B Tech project presentation and very few have left. This helped us to clear the last hurdle for completing our B Tech, apart from five worthless (actually not so worthless) semester exams. I referred them worthless because after coming to last semester nobody care about exams, even serious( est ) students don’t read before 10-15 days. Generally we start our studies before 2-3 days (hardly) and for rest of the subjects, the gap between exams is fair enough. Ohhh… I forgot to tell you a bad news. Though its nothing serious neither that bad and nowhere related to you. But yes, it’s bad for me. Ok, the news is, my last post died few days ago (so sad ). No, I am not joking, my last blog post died, seriously. I think you are not getting. Let me break it down for you. Actually I was writing something that was supposed to give a message, a social message for people like us. It was about the biggest misconception that people of our age group are having. I found this at least in people around me, and I am sure it’s in others mind too. I’ll not go deeper into the contents of that post, because it hurts to think about it (just kidding ). The misconception that I was going to talk about in my (late) post was, “Nowadays every one (of our age group) thinks that drinking solves problem, every problem”. I had seen two instances, back to back, in a single day, from which I concluded this; I was hurt by seeing the behavior of few of my friends. And that tempted me to write this. The situation and mind set of few people has become so worse that I think, they will start drinking just because they’ll hit a stone in their way (and why not, if you hit a stone, you get hurt and if you are hurt then to forget the pain lets drink ).But again, it’s their life, I am not the one who is authorized to order them or even forbid them from doing something.
Let me tell you something different. Let’s have some fun. And for fun I have to introduce Kunal Once again. You remember him, don’t you??? Today I am going to talk about some funny ideas of Kunal that can never be get implemented. But before that I’ll tell you what we do nowadays. We have a group of five people currently. I don’t know neither do any of us that when this group formed. So what do we do now is as follows. One of us who gets up earliest in the morning calls or sends messages to every one of us. Ohh… I didn’t tell you about F5. (Nopes.. it’s not refresh button.. but it can refresh your mind). F5 comprises of Zafla (that is me), Pacman (Kunal), Chhapra (Manish), Pinku (Shashank) and Buppy (Sushant). And then we got to Tamya’s and we drink tea. Usually we spend some time there doing meaningless talk and enjoying every word of it. I have too many stories but I’ll write only about one today as it’s the introduction post (about F5). After that (Tamya’s trip) we go to the common room every day and play pool there for about an hour. Yes every day in the morning. We kick every one out of common room and capture the pool table; no one is allowed to play when F5 plays. After that we make our way to Tamya’s one more time. This is routine for us. We meet again in the evening and do some funny stuffs and talk.
Now I am going to tell you what happened today. I was late as I had slept at 5.30 in the morning. Manish got a recharge of about 120 and it invalidated all his previous offers including sms pack. That’s why he called actually this morning. I received and I was not in the mood. But I woke up after about 15 minutes and reached there. As we were having tea, Shashank saw some spider and our topic reached to spider man. And suddenly Kunal got some amazingly brilliant idea. He explained, “Imagine a world of ours in which every human has some super natural power. Starting with spider man, someone who is spider man will take the magi from Tamya sitting anywhere. He’ll reach class room in a single jump.”
Shashank interrupted, “I’ll go to Mysore doing spider man style, building to building using his spider nets.”
And then Kunal continued and Manish, Sushant and I joined. The talk goes like this. Some people will have power of fire, some will have wind, and some will have power of creating virtual wall like to stop even bullets shot from a gun. When the talk revolved and stopped at me, it was my hair which got the powers. I will use them as my hands. They said in examination hall I’ll write using one of my hair, one will hold the i-card, other will hold the registration card so that I can write without interruption, and last but not the least my eyes will be on girls in the room. And many more talks like this.
Finally I am leaving a snapshot of facebook comments which is the consequence of this kind of talk. Read it, I hope you’ll enjoy.
Will be here soon
PS: Ohh.. Did you figure out what it (facebook comments) is about. Its about pool (billiards) that we play in our hostel.
Yes, yes, I know, you know. It’s tagline of Facebook. But why did I use it as headline? Because today, I want to tell you one bitter truth that nobody wants to accept, rather they don’t want to see it, they just ignore it. Why? Because, they haven’t suffered. But I have suffered. I know and so I accept it. If you have already read my last post, then first I would like to tell you thanks for stopping by and if so, you might know what I am talking about. Not only I, but I have seen people like me who have suffered by these social networking sites (SNS). The point is that nowadays people don’t give a damn to the word social in these social networking sites. Now, they use as much as possible unsocial words on these sites. Even now people have started to write without stars (*). At least it was the decent way of being unsocial. But not now. They feel proud by doing this.
I think you must be interested in what happened to me. Nothing I just started ignoring that person as I had learned. And how can a person not ignore you when you ignore that person. Oh yes, I have already unfriend (as Facebook says) that person, in fact I did on the same night. So where am I? I am heading out from here very soon and I have lost one of my very good friends just because of Facebook. Now we will be staying disconnected.
But I see the positive aspect of this incident. And actually I am thankful to Facebook; because of it I came to know what is there inside people’s mind. But I think this was not the right time. It should have happened before if it was going to happen.
The fact is that, things are same, but people’s view has changed. I think 90% (no, not according to any survey) user of these social networking sites have changed the meaning of these SNS. I proudly say that I am among the 10% who use it for the reason because of which these SNS came into existence. And I think, that was the reason why I came back on Facebook.
I can give certainly more examples where people have used these SNS for abusing someone or in any way letting them down. But I think I don’t have that right. And I am sure you people are aware of some incidents. So how to restrict people from posting restricted contents? Is there any measure? Imagine the situation when a person tries to update his status and a warning pops up displaying, “Hello man!!! You have used that F word in your status update. And Facebook will not let you proceed. If you want to remove that word, click the continue button or click cancel.” Isn’t it right? You may be thinking that people post these contents just for fun. I agree, but not always. So let me suggest, Mark should apply the artificial intelligence theory to know the purpose of status update or comments. In this way we can have fun. Isn’t it? No it’s not the solution. The solution remains in our hand and mind. What we type and what is on our mind should not hurt other people. And most important, if you have the intention of hurting others then you should have the guts of bearing the same.
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First I would like to tell the reason why I have swapped the places in title. Today though I am sitting in the exam hall and writing but I am going to write about something that I had planned this morning. I experienced it last night. I think there are some feelings those are not felt until and unless someone deliberately forces you to feel. Last night it happened with me. I am not going to describe what happened last night but I will surely explain what I learned.
Ever since I have started to understand myself, and my personality, I have hated two kinds of people. First, I hate those people who speak against me to my friends and loved ones. Second, I hate those people who speak against my friends and loved ones to me. But then I met the third kind of people..errr.. it’s becoming a dialogue of films. No I had met third kind of people earlier but at that time I thought their mentality is not up to that level that I can even give them a place in my life, even to hate. But last night I was astonished that how can a person like him do this. Well, the third kind of person I hate are the persons who unnecessarily creates tension in a very good relationship, a very good friendship just because of a girl.
Sometimes I feel like, how a person so close to me can do these kind of things, it looks impossible. How can the thing that started among us, about us, could not be kept between us? Why there comes a girl in a good friendship? For few people who are not broad minded, I can accept these things from them; in fact I don’t care what they think. But for some people, whom I know very well, I had not even a percent of doubt that they can do the same. I feel sorry for them and honestly speaking it hurts. How can they change so suddenly that I cannot even get a chance to adjust my mind to accept? You know, my mind went blank, literally, how he thinks and how can he express such a cheap comment. So, what do I do now?
Right now though I am sitting in the exam hall, but in my life’s path I am standing at a corner where almost every face looks blur. I rarely commit mistake in recognizing people, that’s why I have very less friends. But I have my full faith on them. One of my friends tells that she has so many good friends but if any of them hurts her feeling by passing comments, she loses her mind and starts to think she what’s been told and blames herself. Yes it happens, but it should not happen. But I know she learns from her mistake too. I’ll not commit the same mistake again in my life. How can I recognize them, when some people so close to me did this kind of things to me? It means I’ll only have to learn to ignore them after they do such things. But I think to ignore someone is the most difficult thing.
So what’s the point in writing this and telling you what happened with me? What’s the outcome of writing one full page of question paper? The thing that I learned last night is that, life is awesome; you can never complain any one for bringing you here; and sometimes even though it slaps you on your face you cannot do anything, you just need to walk on your path along the direction your face turned due to that slap. So does it (life) complete? Of course, I’ll never want to do that, ummm… I am sorry but the truth is that everyone does it. At least once in their life, though very few accept it. I cannot do anything about last night. I’ll just try to forget this incidence but I’ll never forget what I learned. So finally what did I learn? It’s very simple. Never believe 100% on other persons (with very few exceptions). No one is better than you. Life is yours, live it like you like it. Don’t give a damn about what others think, because they are not worth of it (this is the reason why I like EMINEM, he is my favorite star).
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It was day two of our internals. Before the start of internals I had kind of promised to myself that I will write blog posts in every internals. That means five days five posts. But today the subject was Parallel and Distributed Systems and I know fair enough things in this subject, because my B Tech project is related to this subject. So, instead of writing a new post today I spent one hour in writing on answer sheet. Yes, today I didn’t left the answer sheet blank. I wrote something in fact may things related to the subject. That is why I am writing this post right now, in my room.
The biggest news of today, concerned to me, is that I touched a snake with my bare hands this evening. I’ll come to this later. First I would like to tell something that happened last night. The weather was so bad, it rained heavily in the evening and the situation was almost like a cyclone. We were sitting in Ramu Gumti and suddenly it became dark. We were expecting heavy rain, wind was blowing hard too. We started to walk towards our hostel. I had Shashank, Kunal and Manish with me. When we reached Octagon, we decided to go to the Rock Garden for finding Kachche Aam. We went there but we could not find. At that time drizzling had already started and I had my laptop with me so I decided with them to go as soon as possible. We came back from there and when we came to the road, the wind started to blow so hard that we almost felt like we are flying. But still, Shashank and Manish succeeded in bringing one Kachcha Aam. We ate that one when we came back to our room. And then I played pool. I was already hungry because I had not taken lunch. So I, Kunal and Shashank decided to go to Tamya and Wipro (it’s not that Wipro but it’s a small hotel and we call it Wipro for some reason). We ate chow mien there and we decided to go back to the Rock Garden for collecting Kachche Aam. When we went there, it was too dark that we could not see anything. So we decide to use the flash light of mobile phone but a guard saw us. He came to us and started telling us to go away from there. Somehow we managed to get some. We came back and again ate those Kachche Aam.
Today, it was very hot. I had to wear black shirt because it looks like I have washed my clothes years ago. I don’t know what I’ll wear tomorrow. Perhaps I will find something that I have not wore yet. I had to complete my project report today but I could not do that. We worked on our report and managed to add something to our report. We worked before and after internal. And then I went to cricket ground to see the parasailing organized by our college. We enjoyed there and came back. After coming to Ramu Gumti we took tea and started our way back to hostel. When we reached to the bus stop of our college we saw a small crowd. There was a snake. People we looking at it and I had my mobile phone’s camera in my hand but then there was not enough light and we lost it…..Hey wait there, I think I have not told this thing before. Okay let me explain. One of the most interesting things that I do (according to me) is that I take snaps of snakes in jungle. No, I don’t want to be photographer. The thing is, I don’t know why, but I like snakes very much. I have a dream that I will catch a snake with my bare hands someday. Fortunately, I see too many snakes here and there. Now coming back to biggest news of the day. When we reached near Octagon, again we saw a snake. It was very short in length. It was going away from us. And then I did it. Yes I touched it with my bare hands. Since it was going away I managed only to touch its tail. But I did it. Someday I will live my dream and then I will upload it photograph. Till then wait for it. Babye.
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Right now I am sitting in the examination hall (once again). Last internals of our last semester is going on. Officially we have five more days left of our B Tech career. After that five days of semester exams and the day of our project presentation and last but not the least one night of our farewell and then THE END. A full stop at our B Tech life. Students will turn into associates, system engineers and some lucky ones into senior system engineers. But few among us, who unfortunately didn’t get selected will prepare for PSU or higher studies. Though it looks very odd (for them) but its life. Sometimes we just have to accept what it gives to us. I remember (of course I do, because it’s one of my favorite), “Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you respond to it”. I think sometime some people don’t get the chance to respond, may be because they don’t qualify for them or they don’t want to. But the point is that at the end nobody goes empty handed from here.
This is the transition point for every one of us, from a very important state to another very important state. Sometimes it feels like it would be very hard to maintain the relationships after we will be apart. Few days back I experienced that when people go away from you for some days, they remember you more so should I wish to go away from them? Theoretically the answer is yes but practically it’s not possible. Now every time we sit together in a group or with someone, though they don’t mention but I am sure they think and hope to stay as many days as possible. I am going Hyderabad after my studies, to join (as many of you might be knowing) Mahindra Satyam. But very few of my friends got placed in this company. The problem is that I don’t want new people in my life, I am happy now and I want to live with them. But unfortunately this cannot happen.
Okay let’s leave this topic. I am having difficulties in writing about them. Let’s talk about our internals. Half an hour has gone. Only half. Still we’ll have to sit for another half. The faculty has already sent two students out from two different seats because they were talking with other students. How come he didn’t send those students with whom they were talking?? This is good observation, isn’t it? Actually I am extremely talented (:-) as one of my friend think and as long as it is not bothering me I don’t have any problem in accepting it).
There are 42 students in this class room and I think only 4 of them are using pen for writing some relevant stuffs. Oh, I forgot to tell today we are struggling with Marketing Management. And for your information I have attended only one class of this subject. I did it intentionally (bunked the classes) but I am not really proud of it, honestly. I should have attended at least 4-5 classes. That is the reason, what is written on the back side of this paper (I am using back side of question paper to write this), looks like a story. Nothing I am getting. Not even single question. So I am leaving the answer sheet blank (not the first time and again I am not proud of it). But what can I do when I don’t know anything about the subject.
Right now I am feeling sleepy, so I am stopping here.
Will be here soon.